Friday, May 3, 2013

Glimpse Of Hope

Have you ever been in that moment I talked about in my last blog post? Hopeless, weak, giving up the fight, surrendering... The moment when you don't see the point any more. You realise how fragile you are and how little it takes sometimes for you to break down. And then a well known glimpse of hope appears! It gives you new strenght and will so strong you can go through it all over again. It colors your life to make it a happy place and opens up a whole new world for you... A world of dreams. But those are not just any dreams. Those are the dreams that make your heart beat faster and inspire you to dream more and more and more...
The best part of it is that it gives you the feeling all of your dreams will come true!

Sunday, April 28, 2013

Hope... Less...

I've had many hopeless days in my life, but this one seems to be the hardest...

I live in my dreams everyday. I float in them and fly high above the sky, somewhere over the rainbow. It is magical. And then I come to the day like this one to face my reality... I become a whole other person. No dreams, no hopes, just the realistic part of me facing the cruelty of this life. I'm closing my eyes before the painful truth, I am running away from things I cannot do and foolishly believe I will do them someday. But I can't make it alone. It takes two to succeede.

I often think I should go there, just to see him. One minute would be enoughh to know everything I've been wondering about for all this time... I missed many chances to go, I don't even know how many times I have packed and unpacked my suitcase... Why? Because I'm scared.. I'm not scared of facing the truth, I'm just scared of facing the life after that...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dcl5fnHw-CQ