Tender, pure, soft, warm and somehow unreal. A touch most of us can just dream about... You think you can get that kind of touch only with someone whom you share deep feelings with. So you dream about that profound love that will move all of your senses, you dream about the person who will make you feel with every piece of your heart, soul, mind and body. And you wait, wondering if it will ever happen to you... You live for that precious moment of magic with that special person.But life is tricky and full of surprises. It always gives you what you want, just not in the way you want it. It makes you break the rules, it makes you stop thinking, and it makes you trade months of waiting for magical for something purely physical. Animal instinct... But you go for it. Just this one time! You expect a night full of somewhat wild, non-emotional pleasure, and you get... You get that magic you always dreamed about... Smooth joy to raise you above the reality and moments of calmness to take you back to the ordinary.
Then he takes you home and tells you not to overthink... The words remind you of that special someone who used to be part of your biggest dream and you know you will do nothing but think. Wake up the next day and ask yourself "Can someone really do this without having any feelings at all?" And you know the answer is "No." Well, at least the feelingless one
is not you.
Oooh, this is beautiful, I can almost feel the silk slipping through my fingers...
ReplyDeleteDo we really know ourselves? How much is unconscious... you experienced deep and magical pleasure when you didn't expect it, how did your body so easily drink from the fountain of joy? When your heart yearns for another.
We do know ourselves... We know what we do and why we do it. We create our worlds and everything in them and tend to make a harmony. We consist of mind, heart, body and soul, and all of them participate in the creation. This time, body's quiet whisper made other participants stop and listen carefully... And now they are negotiating on how to fit this new piece into the world without disturbing the harmony. :)
DeleteI tried to say something, but like poetry, your words need no comment. Just to say, I appreciate it! Keep that beauty that you have, mind, heart, body and soul.
DeleteThank you for your compliments. And who knows? If you met me in person, maybe you'd never be able to see that beauty. Most of people who know me somehow miss seeing it. Or I don't let them to... I don't know...
DeleteYou do have a wonderful way with words, I must admit. It's hard to respond cleverly as your words are smooth and transparent, yet impenetrable to witty comments :).
DeleteWe are not all the same; if they can't see it, doesn't mean it isn't there. We are often hindered in our experiences by outside appearances. Do they know you by your words, your free and honest emotions? You show that here and it is wonderful.
Well, actually, not many of them read my blog so the answer to your question is - no. They do not know me by my words.
DeleteWell then :)
ReplyDelete:)
DeleteIf I may;
ReplyDelete"Smooth joy to rise you above the reality and moments of calmness to take you back to the ordinary."
Instead of "to rise", it would be better, and indeed correct to say, "to raise", or "to lift".
I don't want to be a nitpicker, you probably made a mistake, but I thought you would appreciate helpful suggestions :)
I've just checked in Oxford dictionary and it seems that both expressions are correct, but now I'm not sure which one is more appropriate to use...
DeleteThank you for your suggestion. Feel free to tell everything you notice. :)
To rise, meaning, the sun rises, I rise in the morning, my hopes rose as I saw her coming... but, I raise my kids in the right way, I raise corn, you raise me up...
ReplyDeleteI will feel free, don't take it personally, please. You write beautifully!